Should I be disappointed? I mean, yeah I want her to be happy, but I still can't help but feel it's my fault I didn't keep up with her. It's depressing to think that I might have had a chance if I'd kept up a little more, but I got busy. Between work, schoolwork, chores, family stuff, etc. I didn't have time to chat when she had time. I lost my chance because of it.
Cue self loathing?
I hope not. I'm going to get a lot of sympathy. My cousin was rooting for me, my mother was happy about it, everyone else I knew thought she was a good match. I on the other hand... I feel horrible. I don't want sympathy, I want someone to help me move on, get over her, etc.
BAH
Guess I'm not taking her to my cousin's graduation.
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